Saturday, November 6, 2010
Day 13 - Someone You Wish You Could Forgive (30 Days of me)
Right now the person I wish I could forgive is myself. I am my own worst critic and I am harder on myself then anyone else! I really feel that I have failed in providing correctly for my family and living the life I want! I do know that it's not my fault that the contract isn't being renewd, that is dang Lynch's fault but I am the one who knew that the possiblity of the contract end was there and I chose to move my family here! Shoot, I swear this is the second most expensive place to live (besides HI) and now we are "stuck" here until our lease is up. Yes, if I get a job elsewhere I will move on my own to work and that itself is a SUCKY thing that again, is MY FAULT!