Day 11 - A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk Too (30 days of me)

This was a hard one but since I believe that God  calls you when it is your time and you should be "left in peace" but if I had to really choose someone I would choose Alan or Tim.  Alan was a dear friend of ours a few years back who took his own life and Tim was a friend of mine from WAY back who also took his own life.  The reason why I choose them was for one question each, Why?